My mom will like to hear that you wrote about her..she said she hasnt had
that much fun in a long time..she is a people watcher and like me ,seems to
be able to read peoples soul..at least enough to know whether they are good
or bad.Helen said she caught my mom looking at Annie(the half asian girl who
sat next to Helen)in a not so nice way...apparently Annie was picking
toppings off of the pizza..not her own piece but right off of a pie on the
table..my mother frowns on actions like this and probly couldnt contain her
disgust!! Now you see why I am such a picky wierdo!!

You will never be a third wheel..Brian and I have plenty of alone time
and hopefuly have many years ahead of us as a couple. Its nice to have you
around and I hope to see much more of you. You are one of the few people i
trust in this world..its always been obvious to me that you are a special
person..not the kind that rides a short bus,but a good natured,pure of soul
type of special person. Its funny that we would become friends over the
internet like we did but to me that just shows that it must be fate...I


think certain powers have worked in my favor over the last year to have sent
you and Brian to me from such a distance.I am convinced more than ever that
men are afraid of you and they can tell right away that they wont be able to
fool you for long..so anyone with anything less than 100% self confidence
and self love would shudder in fear knowing that you can look right through
them..directly to thier weaknesses and shorcomings and yes sometimes even
thier malicious intentions.this could turn out to be one of those good
qualities about you that causes you suffering but in the long run its worth
it because anyone in your life will be real if they plan on staying for
long.

To put it in simple terms..you are like a corvette..you are beautiful and
sleek with tons of power..but only people who really know how to drive and
want to put effort forth to maintain you will kick your tires...everyone
else will have Ford Escorts for boyfriends and fall into a complacent
attitude about driving.

There is some of my car lot wisdom!! Hey..thats it..I bet your perfect
match could be found at a chevy dealership..or maybe a car show...you know
we have a pretty large chapter of LLambda gay car club here in columbus and
let me tell you some of those guys are quite fine and have it together
enough to buy fun cars and enjoy life. Next spring when they have thier
first show ...usually at Goodale..we will attend.

I am really thinking about you and pulling for you to come back to
happiness...screw Jeff and his snotty,superficail ways!! Dont let his issues
hurt you any longer. Any one who you call a friend should bow down and
praise god...if they dont then they should bow down and kiss somthing else
not to be mentioned in a corporate email.

I love you very much and am so glad our paths have crossed..you have
been a shining light in my life and I hope you continue to shine for me
forever.